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CHAPTER TWELVE
Our
first hearing on Ryan’s case was a “status conference” scheduled with Judge
Stewart, the superior court judge assigned to the case. Neither Matthew nor I knew what a status
conference was.
Matthew and I walked
together to the third floor of the courthouse, where the superior court judges
had their courtrooms. Groups of lawyers
in dark suits huddled in the wide hallways, apparently discussing important
matters. I had forgotten about the
status conference when getting ready in the morning, so I was wearing a peach
A-line skirt and black sweater. After
getting my first dry cleaning bill for my three suits ($100!), I was trying to save
my suits for trials. I noticed that
Matthew’s pants leg was stuck in his sock.
Matthew led the way to
Judge Stewart’s courtroom, at the end of the hallway. We entered the room a few minutes early, and
I looked around, impressed. Where the
district court courtrooms were small and shabby, this room was vast and impressive,
the high ceilings and dark polished wood imbuing the space with a sense of
gravity.
“There
she is,” Matthew said, “the devil herself.”
I looked around,
interested in seeing this woman that even Matthew didn’t like.
“Where?” I asked, not
seeing her.
“Right
there, Kate, sitting in front.”
I had discounted the
woman sitting in the front row as possibly being Penny Pickens. She had silver-gray hair, curly and cut close
to her head, and wore a matching floral skirt and blouse with a cable-knit
cardigan. Her glasses were round, her
face powdery, and her cheeks rosy. She
looked like Mrs. Claus.
We
walked over to her, and I introduced myself, “Hi, I’m Kate Hamilton …”
“What
are you doing here?” she demanded.
“I’m
just helping Matthew,” I answered politely.
“Well!”
she said sharply, “I don’t see why he should need any assistance.”
“Oh, he just had a few areas where he needed help …”
“Well! And I suppose your office is so overflowing
with lawyers that it can afford to staff every case with two lawyers.”
“I’m not helping on every case, just this one …”
“Well! We’ll see about that. I think we’ll have to have a little chat with
the judge.”
Matthew
and I walked to the back of the courtroom.
“What was that, Matthew? Did I
say something wrong?”
“Don’t
worry,” he said, “I think she’s that way with everyone.”
At exactly 1:30, Judge
Stewart’s bailiff came to the doorway that led to the judge’s chambers. “The judge will see you now,” the bailiff
said. I felt like we were receiving the
privilege of a royal audience. The
judge’s desk occupied the back corner of the long office. She did not stand to greet us. Penny immediately sat down in one of the
chairs facing the judge’s desk, while Matthew and I remained standing, too intimidated
to sit.
“Sit down, please,” Judge
Stewart said with a commanding smile. We
sat.
The judge wore her dark
hair in an old-fashioned chignon. Her
face was coated in a heavy layer of pale makeup. Her stern countenance, however, was unmitigated
by the makeup and hair. Overweight, she
had jowls that continued to move after she turned her head.
Despite her intimidating
appearance, Judge Stewart was friendly in a formal way. We agreed on a trial date one month away and
established a timeline for exchanging witness lists and legal memoranda. I was hoping it was time to leave when Penny
addressed the judge.
“Judge,
I think Ms. Hamilton should be removed from this case. There is simply no reason that two lawyers
from the public defenders’ office should be used on this case.”
The
judge turned to me. “Ms. Hamilton?”
“With
all respect, your honor, I can’t see what business it is of Ms. Pickens, or of
the court for that matter, how the public defenders’ office chooses to allocate
its resources,” I said, wishing we had checked with Ed if it was OK for me to
help with this case.
“As
the representative of the people of the State of Washington, it is my duty to
insure that public funds are not squandered by misappropriation,” Penny
countered.
I
felt my temper rush. “Perhaps Ms.
Pickens would like to come and look through my files,” I said as calmly as I
could, “because I’m sure I’m not handling all of them as efficiently as I
should. Or maybe she would like to look
through our recycling bin—we may also be wasting paper. Ms. Pickens doesn’t represent the people; she
represents the police version of events.
How we choose to represent our client—as long as it is within ethical
bounds—is none of her business.” Matthew
was looking at me with large eyes.
“Well! Of all the impertinence!” Penny said, feeling
that the judge had her back. “Maybe when
Ms. Hamilton is more than a year out of law school, she can come into superior
court and tell me …”
The
judge cut her off. “I have to say, Ms.
Pickens, I can’t see how the public defender’s office conducts its business is
any of your concern.”
I
smiled at Penny. She literally turned
her nose up in the air. I sure had a lot
more enemies than I used to.
CHAPTER THIRTEEN
That Friday I worked
until six, later than usual for a Friday, but I was trying to return all of my
phone calls before the weekend. When I
finally made it to Moezy’s around 6:30 , Jose and Janice were there,
but not Matthew.
“Where’s Matthew?” I
asked.
“Haven’t seen him today,”
Jose said.
“Maybe he has a date,” I
said. We all laughed at the thought.
“We shouldn’t be laughing,”
I said. “Matthew doesn’t live with his
parents any more. He’s allowed to date.”
“Kate,” Jose said, “as
far as you know, has any of us gone on a date since you got here?”
I thought for a
minute. We all hung out at the bar on
most week nights. On Saturdays and
Sundays we usually did our own things, although I occasionally went to a movie
with Matthew. I was about halfway
through my so-called voluntary year off of dating. I was starting to get pretty antsy.
“What are you trying to
tell me?” I said. “That my hopes of
future romantic life are done?”
“No, but it’s hard,” Jose
said. “Our job eats us up and doesn’t
leave us with anything else to talk about.
Bring some non-lawyer here sometime.
You’ll see. Their eyes glaze over
after five minutes of Judge Piddle stories and then they either leave or quietly
drink themselves to oblivion.”
“How can I meet people,
anyway?” I asked. “College was
easy. But here the only people I know
are courthouse people and clients.”
“You’re smart to take
time off dating, Kate,” Janice said. “Get
through this stage of your life and you can worry about real life later.”
“But what about my, um,
well, my needs?”
“That’s why I have
this.” Janice pulled a shiny red plastic
card out of her wallet and put it on the table.
“A credit card? You mean you pay for … ?”
“No, it’s my Gold Card. I started ordering some movies from a
brochure I got in the mail. Porn. Soft-core with a plot and everything, but
still porn. About a month ago, I got a
letter in the mail congratulating me on achieving Preferred Customer
Status. And with it came this Gold Card,
signifying my status as a Preferred Customer.”
“What kind of stuff you
got?” Jose asked. “Do you have any where
the UPS guy comes? I love those.”
I ignored Jose’s comment. “But what if I feel like I’m going to
explode?”
“I’ll sleep with you, if
that’s all it is.” Jose covered my hand
with his and scooted closer to me. I
batted my eyes at him.
“I’m in, too, Kate,” said
Janice. “There’s some scenes in this
movie that look pretty interesting.”
The next Friday, I had to
go to Judge Piddle’s chambers to have an order signed. I hated going to see him, but if I wanted to
subpoena records, I needed his signature.
Because I didn’t have court on Fridays, I was dressed casually, wearing
black jeans, a black turtleneck, and my new high-heeled Dr. Martens. While my $35,000 salary was enough to pay for
my apartment, food, beer, and the occasional new pair of shoes, it was not
enough money to persuade me to wear pantyhose everyday. I hoped Judge Piddle would not take offense
at my attire.
As
I walked into the courtroom, I noticed that I didn’t recognize any of the
attorneys. Also, there was something different
about the clientele: everyone was dressed nicely. I wondered if I had stumbled into a wedding,
or maybe a civil case.
Don
led me back to see Judge Piddle in his chambers. Surprisingly, the judge was in a jovial mood.
He signed my subpoena, and then
commented, “Miss Hamilton, those are some interesting boots.”
“Why,
thank you, Judge,” I said, looking down at them. I noticed something white at the cuff of my
jeans. That’s funny, I thought to myself,
I wore black socks today.
“Yes,
Judge, all the kids are wearing those things these days,” Don said. “My daughter has a pair in blue. They’re really quite hideous.”
I
stood still in the middle of his office chambers, looking down at my feet. What could that white cloth be? It was really bugging me.
“Yes,”
Judge Piddle said, “my own children have convinced me to purchase footwear I’m
not sure I approve of.”
I
was thinking. I got my jeans out of the
closet this morning. No, off the floor. I had worn the same pair of jeans after getting
home from work yesterday.
I
looked up at the end of Judge Piddle’s last comment, my eyes large. Panties. Yesterday’s panties were sticking out
of my pant leg.
The
judge and Don continued chatting about today’s crazy fashions, while I stood
like a statue in the middle of the cheap Oriental rug. I was afraid to move, afraid that if I took a
step, the panties would fall out of my pant leg. I inched backwards towards the door as the
judge and Don conversed about the folly of youth fashion.
When
I got to the door, I turned, and as I turned, the panties fell to the floor. Quickly, I bent over and scooped them
up. When I stood up, I was standing right
next to Doug, holding my white panties in my hand.
“What
are you doing here?” I asked, trying to
pretend that I did not have panties in my hand.
“I’m
one of the prosecutors in this courtroom, remember?”
“But
it’s Friday. We don’t have court today.”
“You
guys don’t have court today. Friday is
the private-attorney docket. Even
private attorneys need a prosecutor.”
“You
mean that defendants with public defenders have a different court day than
defendants with private attorneys?” I
slowly moved my hand with the panties down to my waist level, hopefully out of
sight.
“Yes.”
“Doesn’t
that seem a little strange?”
“You
should stick around and watch,” he said, taking the panties out of my hand and
sticking them in my shirt pocket. “It’s
more than a little strange.”
I
didn’t have time, but I took a seat in the back row anyway, thinking I would watch
for a couple of minutes.
Two
hours later, I had a new sense of outrage.
Everyone—attorneys and defendants—was treated with respect on
private-attorney day. Continuances were
granted without question. All of the
defendants received the minimum sentence.
If a lawyer wasn’t present due to a conflicting court date elsewhere,
Judge Piddle was accommodating, stating the lawyer could just call in his
response at a later date. No one had to sit
by the steel door.
Back
at the office, I entertained Janice with a live reenactment of the panty
incident, omitting the part about Doug being there. I told the story with some flair, I thought,
putting the panties back in my pants leg, reaching down, and pulling them out
with a flourish at the point in the story when I realized the unidentified
white cloth was my underwear. José
walked by right when I was waving the panties around.
“Can
I have those?”
“Only
if you wear them.”
“I’m
afraid they would be too small for me.”
“You
are disgusting,” I said, pulling my panties away from him. “Tell me something. Why does Judge Piddle have a special docket
for clients with private attorneys?”
“Judge
Piddle says it’s for convenience in scheduling,” José explained, “so the
private attorneys don’t have to come to court every day, and the public
defenders can have a day off to do interviews.”
“That sort of makes sense in theory …”
“Just
like it makes sense for black kids to go to black schools and white kids to go
to white schools. Separate, Kate, is
never equal.”
CHAPTER FOURTEEN
Matthew
and I needed to interview the girls who had been in the park with Ryan. I called Kimberly first, but her mother
answered, and refused to let us speak to her without having a prosecutor
present. I didn’t like the idea of Penny
sitting in on our interviews, but we didn’t have a choice if the witness wanted
her there. Unlike the police, I didn’t
get to bully and badger witnesses into talking to me. Penny’s secretary arranged the interviews for
the following Friday at 1 o’clock, instructing us to be on time.
When we arrived at the
prosecutors’ office for the interviews, Brittney and Kimberly were already
waiting in the reception area. Their
appearance was trampy-chic: tight jeans,
skimpy shirts, heavy on the make up and jewelry. I had embraced a similar lack of subtlety
when I was 15. I knew the girls would be
wearing pilgrim dresses and flats with opaque stockings at trial, but their
current outfits gave me insight into the personalities.
Matthew
and I had decided that I would conduct the interviews with the girls. Neither of us believed that Matthew could ask
the girls the questions that needed to be asked.
Penny
led us down a hall to the prosecutors’ interview room. We sat down at the shabby conference table
and I fumbled with my briefcase and notepad.
I wanted to appear as non-threatening as possible.
“I’m
Kate,” I said. “And this is Matthew,
also a lawyer on this case.” Matthew
blushed at the mention of his name. “I’m
here to interview you,” I continued.
“And that’s just so I can find out what you’re going to say at
trial. I’m not here to trick you or any
crazy thing like that.” I turned to Penny. “I would like to talk to each of the girls
separately.”
Penny
stiffened. “I have them both in here as
a support system for each other. They
will both remain.”
I
stood up nonchalantly and reached for my briefcase. “Come on, Matthew.” Matthew stood up too.
“What
are you doing? Where are you
going?” Penny demanded.
“We
are leaving.”
“What!
You can’t leave an interview that I arranged.”
“Are
we under arrest?”
“This
is your only chance to interview these girls.
If you leave, you won’t get to talk to them before the trial.”
“Yes,
we will.”
We
walked out of the office.
“Stop,” she called out
after us. “Wait!”
“What
are we doing, Kate?” Matthew asked, more
than a little worried.
“I’m
not going to interview those girls together, so each gets to hear what the
other one has to say.”
“I
thought that was a little weird.”
“Penny
is wrong on this one. Let’s ask Judge
Stewart to schedule a conference.”
A
week later, we were seated in the same interview room with only Brittney. Again, her clothing revealed more than it
covered. She looked bored or stoned.
“Why
did you wait a day to call the police?” I asked her.
“I
didn’t.”
“You
didn’t? Then why did Kimberly wait a day?”
“She
didn’t call the police.”
“All
right, if you didn’t call and Kimberly didn’t call, who did?”
“Kimberly’s
mother.”
“Kimberly’s
mother called,” I repeated, pausing for a second. “Why did Kimberly’s mother wait a day?”
“She
didn’t.”
“What
do you mean—the incident was on Saturday, but the police were called on
Sunday.”
“Kimberly’s
mother didn’t find out until Sunday.”
“OK,
then why did Kimberly wait until Sunday to tell her mother?”
“She
didn’t.”
I raised an eyebrow.
“She
didn’t tell her mother. Her mother found
out,” she finally said. I continued to
look at her, waiting for the rest of the answer.
“Kimberly
wrote a note about what happened to her friend Cameron. Cameron lost the note and it ended up in the
street. Cameron’s next-door neighbor
found the note and recognized the names.
The neighbor gave the note to Kimberly’s mother, who called the police.”
Interesting,
I thought.
We
interviewed Kimberly next. Surprisingly,
Kimberly was less guarded than Brittney, openly answering the questions I asked
her. She explained that she and Brittney
had been hanging out in the park after school.
Ryan was a friend of theirs, although they hadn’t come to the park
together. At first, she described the
incident exactly as it had been detailed in the police report. She said that Ryan had come up to the two
girls, asking them for “head.”
“Did you know what that
term meant?” I asked.
“What do you mean?”
“Head. Did you know what the term ‘giving head’
meant?”
She looked at me like I
was an idiot. “Yes.”
Kimberly said that Ryan
then wrestled her to the ground, pulled out his penis, and started slapping her
in the face with it.
I started thinking about
when I was 15 years old. I remembered
that any mention of sex would cause me to giggle. It didn’t matter if it was appropriate or
inappropriate; if sex came up, I giggled.
“Tell
me, when Ryan came up to you and asked for head, was there any giggling or
laughter?”
Kimberly
blushed and giggled. “Yes.”
“And
when he wrestled you to the ground, were you still giggling?”
“Yes.”
“And
also when his penis came out?”
Another
giggle. “Yes.”
Apparently
this was not quite the brutal penis-slapping described by the police. There was no mention of giggling in the
report. I wasn’t sure what all the
giggling meant, but there was obviously a big difference in what the police
described and what actually happened.
Two
weeks before Ryan’s trial, my parents announced that they were coming from
Texas to visit me the same day Ryan’s trial was scheduled to start. I discouraged this visit.
“It
is the only time your father can get away from work,” my mother said. “Don’t you want to see us?”
“Yes, but I have a trial starting that day …”
“Perfect. Your father and I can’t wait to see you in
court.”
Not
perfect. I had never said a bad word in
front of either of my parents, much less discussed sexual scenarios. I wasn’t as repressed as Matthew, but I
wasn’t sure I could say “blow job” in front of my mother, either.
“We’ll see you in a
couple of weeks,” my mother said cheerfully.
“Great,”
I said, trying to sound sincere.
A
few days later, Matthew tracked me down in Judge Piddle’s courtroom. “What is it?” I asked, following him out to
the hallway. I was concerned, because I didn’t
usually see Matthew in Judge Piddle’s court, as he was assigned to a different
judge.
“Penny says she’s going
to amend the charges to second-degree rape if we go to trial on Ryan’s case.”
“Rape? There was no rape. What are you talking about?”
“That’s why I came. Here, I brought a copy of the statute.”
I looked at the copy of
the statute and read out loud: “‘A
person is guilty of Rape in the Second Degree when the person engages in sexual
intercourse with another person by forcible compulsion.’ There’s that ‘forcible compulsion’ thing
again. What makes Rape different than
Indecent Liberties?”
“Ummm,
I think it’s that ‘sexual intercourse’ part,” Matthew said.
“Right. But what is ‘sexual intercourse?’” A question only a lawyer could ask.
“I
think there’s a definition,” Matthew said.
“Here
it is,” I said, looking farther down the statute. “‘Sexual intercourse has its ordinary meaning
and occurs upon any penetration, however slight, and also means any penetration
of the vagina or anus however slight, by an object’ … bla, bla, bla … here’s
the part: ‘and also means any act of
sexual contact between persons involving the sex organs of one person and the
mouth or anus of another.’”
I
looked up at Matthew, who would clearly rather I didn’t read out loud. I read the definition again, this time to
myself. “I think it’s saying that any
sexual contact of one person’s penis and the other person’s mouth can be rape,
if it’s by forcible compulsion.”
“Did
his, um, penis touch her mouth? Or was
it just her face?” Matthew asked.
“I
don’t know, I didn’t ask her that in the interview. It wasn’t an issue.” I was worried now. “What about penetration? Does there have to be penetration? What was ‘sexual contact’ again?”
“It
was that thing about contact for the purpose of sexual gratification,” Matthew
whispered.
“But
I don’t think it was for the purpose of sexual gratification. They were just kids fooling around.”
“Kate,
he asked the girls to give him a blow job,” Matthew said, for once without
blushing.
“What’s
he looking at if he gets convicted of the rape?”
“Five
years.”
“I
can’t believe the issue of whether his penis touched her cheek or her mouth can
make a difference of two and a half years.”
“And
we don’t even know whether his penis touched her mouth, because we didn’t ask.”
“I
think we need to interview the girls again,” I said.
“Penny
is going to love that.”
Matthew and I played rock-paper-scissors to decide who
had to call Penny. I lost.
“What is it?” Penny demanded, picking up the phone after
the first ring.
“I’m calling about your motion to amend the charges to Rape
in the Second Degree.”
“What about it?
The state has the right to amend the information at any time.”
“Yes, but if you change the charge, we’ll need to
interview the girls again.”
“You’ll do no such thing!
You have already traumatized these girls enough with your prying
questions.”
“Look. I’m not trying
to traumatize anyone. But if you change
the charge, you change the elements of the crime, and I’ll need to ask them
some more questions.”
“You defense attorneys are all alike. You just want to re-victimize these girls.”
“I’m not the one who’s asking to change the charges. But if you do amend, we’ll need to interview
the girls again. It’s your choice.”
“Well! I could see
this type of tactic coming from a man, but I never thought I’d see another
woman act this way.”
“It’s your choice, Penny.
Let me know if I need to schedule a conference with Judge Stewart.”
A few days later, Matthew came to my office. “Penny just called.”
“Thank God she called you and not me.”
“She’s not going to amend the charges.”
“You’re kidding.
Why?”
“She didn’t say.
She just called and said she was canceling her motion to amend the
charges. I figured that was good news,
so I didn’t ask any questions.”
Because
I was helping with Ryan’s case, I needed to continue all of the misdemeanor
cases that were scheduled the same week as Ryan’s trial. I called Bradley—Doug was out—and told him
that I would need to continue all of my misdemeanor trials for the week. He agreed that continuances would be no
problem—he had another jury trial going out that week anyway. José would cover for me, and request the
continuances that Bradley had agreed to.
Matthew and I divided sections of Ryan’s
trial between ourselves. I chose voir
dire, cross-examination, and direct examination. Matthew chose opening statement and closing
argument. We worked in my apartment over
the weekend before the trial, taking breaks only for food and caffeine. By Sunday night, we were somewhat prepared.
“What
if we lose?” I worried.
Matthew gathered his
books and papers to take home. “Try not
to think about that.”
“I
can’t think about anything but that. I
can’t stand the thought of Ryan going to prison. He’d get eaten alive. Can you imagine? A skinny 18 year old in Walla Walla .”
“Stop
it, Kate. I’m already stressed enough.”
“You
know, Mr. Roberts and Mr. Davidson were only looking at a day or so in jail if
they got convicted. And now Ryan is
facing a couple of years? Years of a person’s life should not be in my hands.” I hated the intense stress that trials brought
on. “Let’s just run away,” I said.
“Kate. Enough.
I’ve got to go home and get some sleep.”
“I
know,” I said. “A car accident.”
“What?”
“If
we got in a car accident, we wouldn’t have to do the trial. We’d probably need to be injured. Just enough, say, for a week’s stay in the
hospital.”
“You
are crazy.”
“I
am serious.”
Matthew sighed.
“Get some rest, Kate. Don’t work
anymore tonight, OK?”
“I think I’ll just run
through my opening a couple of times, make sure I have it down.”
“Kate. No.
You have to rest. We both have to
be fresh tomorrow. Promise me—no more
work tonight.
“Fine,” I said grudgingly. No one had ever had to convince me to stop working before.
Want to keep reading? Find the next chapters, 15 and 16, the Weenie Whacker trial; and a skirmish with Judge Piddle, here.
“Fine,” I said grudgingly. No one had ever had to convince me to stop working before.
Want to keep reading? Find the next chapters, 15 and 16, the Weenie Whacker trial; and a skirmish with Judge Piddle, here.
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Love this. So glad you're back.
Im glad youre back too, Jbon! Thanks for hanging in there.
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